1. Things and Those.

    I feel like I should do something about my life. Before I regret it. 

    So many thoughts running through my mind. Things I want to do, things I want to have. Things that scares me. Things that stops me. Those who encourage me. Those who matter. Things that matter. 

    Just typing whatever comes to mind. Chronological flow of messed thoughts. Idek. It’s just sad and messy. 

    And I’m not supposed to feel this way. Not now. 

     

  2. If I told you how I feel
    If I told you what I hold inside
    If I told you only half
    Of the feelings that I try to hide
    If I told you you’re my friend but
    If I told you that it won’t suffice
    If I told you all I ever needed
    If I told you it was you

    If I told you I’m afraid
    If I told you I can hardly breathe
    If I told you all I need
    If I told you all I need is you
    If I told you in the sun
    And if I told you with this lovely melody
    If I told you all I want
    If I told you all I want is you

    If I don’t speak it out loud
    Would you even notice?
    If I don’t speak it out loud
    Would it leave me hopeless?
    If I told you right now
    Would I be out of line, out of line?

    If I told you you were beautiful
    What would you say to me?
    If I said that you were beautiful
    What would you do?
    And if I told you how I feel right now
    Would you stay with me
    Or would I be out of line?
    Or would I be out of line?

     
  3. (via felchia)

     
  4. Love that the sun is setting later every day. 8pm sunsets 😊⛅️🌼

     

  5. Talent vs Passion.

    Have you ever wondered what your talent was? If you had any talent to begin with? 

    Sometimes (many times) I thought to myself, how great life would be if I was talented in something. Something that is unique to you, that no one else had. Or even if they do, it is something special to you that cant be taken away.

    If I had talent in singing, I could make song covers, I could be a star on YouTube, I could just earn money by sharing my voice, and still do something I am passionate about. I could spread my thoughts through lyrics that people could comprehend and relate to; the power of music and emotions entangled altogether. If I had the talent in design, I could design perfect little houses, creating a warm space where people reside in and build memories in with their loved ones. A place they find comfort in, a place they call home. If I had the talent in photography, I could take pretty wedding photos, go on love-escapades, get paid to travel to take beautiful shots of couples yet get to see the world in a different light. To travel with strangers yet see the beauty in the small little things you never get to experience or appreciate as a lone cash-strapped individual. If I had the talent in cooking, I would whip up wholesome meals to occupy the stomachs of people, create new dishes that have never been introduced, publish my own cookbooks and stay in the kitchen with my knife, cutleries, apron and what not. 

    And then I thought again. It’s not about talent actually. As much as we attribute what we lack to what we can do or become, it is the passion and determination that one possess that brings the change that one needs. So, with that thought in mind, what should I do? 

    If I am passionate in something but dont really have the talent in it, do I still continue to pursue that route? Would I be wasting my time? Or should I just stick to the route I’ve already embarked on and find contentment with whatever comes my way?

    I believe nothing is ever too late. But then again, the problem with me is procrastination. So…. what now?

     
  6. I… really can’t wait for exams to be over… 😪

     
  7. Life’s been pretty boring these few days. So I pushed my return flight back home afew days later, and booked a flight to Milan > Florence > Venice > Pisa > Rome instead lol.

     

  8. "We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, this is the problem I want to have. I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way. Let our scars fall in love."
     

  9. "For the two of us, home isn’t a place. It is a person. And we are finally home."
     

  10. "I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you."