1. I camped by the river for quite awhile to get this shot lol 💓 (at Brugge-Belgium)

     

  2. One night to be confused
    One night to speed up truth
    We had a promise made
    Four hands and then away
    Both under influence
    We had divine sense
    To know what to say
    Mind is a razor blade

    Two minds were stimulated and engaged on a level they have never experienced with another. There was an openness and they both easily spoke their truth. They were confused, attracted to the connection, but not wanting to mess things up by taking it to the next level. They are alive, in tune, in the moment! Two very different people meeting minds.


    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    This part has different meanings throughout the song. At this point, the person is trying not to be tempted into lust/sin. He/she is trying to do the right thing, but knows that the temptation has exceeded and distracted too much, it is too late to pray for help!


    One night of magic rush
    The start, a simple touch

    One is initiating the intimacy and slowly moving in and the writer is confused and not sure if he/she wants to mess things up and take it to the next level, but the moment is so magical, that it would seem wrong not to see where it goes. 


    One night to push and scream
    And then relief

    .They succumb to the pleasure and give up on trying to control and safe guard their emotions. They allow themselves to feel the intimacy and see each other on a deeper level. They open the window that leads to attachment.


    Ten days of perfect tunes
    The colors red and blue
    We had a promise made
    We were in love

    They are in the high of exploring a new lover. They are hot and cold (red and blue) because within, they are still battling the need to control and protect themselves from the inevitable. They natural gravitate towards attachment and feelings to the other, while at the same time, battle against that closeness that can lead to pain.


    And you
    You knew the hand of the devil
    And you
    Kept us awake with wolves’ teeth
    Sharing different heartbeats
    In one night

    They began to trust each other and get familiar and open up… there was passionate, hot, Wild, primitive (wolves) sex the two very different beings shared. Both their hearts against each other: although they are having a wild night, their hearts are aligned and they know things will never be the same, they can’t go back now, yet they are both scared and know they are walking the fine line that leads to hurt (hand of the devil)


    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    Nothing can distract from this euphoric state that is occupying this persons mind all the time…it is like an addiction/drug.

    The affair is short, eventually one calls it because he/she can’t deal with knowing the pain that could come later should they allow themselves to fall deeper. 


    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    Now this means that not even God is a refuge for rest for this broken heart, nothing can stop the repeat and thoughts and the what could of/should of’s.

    It is just amazing how lyrics can be interpreted in different ways. Googled the meaning of this song, and this is the most relatable explanation I could find, although it may be abit off at some point. 

     

  3. If I told you how I feel
    If I told you what I hold inside
    If I told you only half
    Of the feelings that I try to hide
    If I told you you’re my friend but
    If I told you that it won’t suffice
    If I told you all I ever needed
    If I told you it was you

    If I told you I’m afraid
    If I told you I can hardly breathe
    If I told you all I need
    If I told you all I need is you
    If I told you in the sun
    And if I told you with this lovely melody
    If I told you all I want
    If I told you all I want is you

    If I don’t speak it out loud
    Would you even notice?
    If I don’t speak it out loud
    Would it leave me hopeless?
    If I told you right now
    Would I be out of line, out of line?

    If I told you you were beautiful
    What would you say to me?
    If I said that you were beautiful
    What would you do?
    And if I told you how I feel right now
    Would you stay with me
    Or would I be out of line?
    Or would I be out of line?

    (Source: Spotify)

     

  4. There are so many versions of how the lyrics to this song can be interpreted.

    1. One night stand

    2. Two people in a relationship that they cant be in due to other commitments. 

    3. Suicide pact between lovers

    4. Abuse and departure

    What is yours? 

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    One night to be confused
    One night to speed up truth
    We had a promise made
    Four hands and then away

    Both under influence
    We had divine scent
    To know what to say
    Mind is a razor blade

    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    One night of magic rush
    The start a simple touch
    One night to push and scream
    And then relief

    Ten days of perfect tunes
    The colors red and blue
    We had a promise made
    We were in love

    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough

    And you, you knew the hands of the devil
    And you, kept us awake with wolf teeth
    Sharing different heartbeats
    In one night

    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    To call for hands of above
    To lean on
    Wouldn’t be good enough
    For me, no

    (Source: Spotify)

     
  5. Looking for my Easter eggs on the massive fields 😅🐣

     

  6. Things and Those.

    I feel like I should do something about my life. Before I regret it. 

    So many thoughts running through my mind. Things I want to do, things I want to have. Things that scares me. Things that stops me. Those who encourage me. Those who matter. Things that matter. 

    Just typing whatever comes to mind. Chronological flow of messed thoughts. Idek. It’s just sad and messy. 

    And I’m not supposed to feel this way. Not now. 

     
  7. (via felchia)

     
  8. Love that the sun is setting later every day. 8pm sunsets 😊⛅️🌼

     

  9. Talent vs Passion.

    Have you ever wondered what your talent was? If you had any talent to begin with? 

    Sometimes (many times) I thought to myself, how great life would be if I was talented in something. Something that is unique to you, that no one else had. Or even if they do, it is something special to you that cant be taken away.

    If I had talent in singing, I could make song covers, I could be a star on YouTube, I could just earn money by sharing my voice, and still do something I am passionate about. I could spread my thoughts through lyrics that people could comprehend and relate to; the power of music and emotions entangled altogether. If I had the talent in design, I could design perfect little houses, creating a warm space where people reside in and build memories in with their loved ones. A place they find comfort in, a place they call home. If I had the talent in photography, I could take pretty wedding photos, go on love-escapades, get paid to travel to take beautiful shots of couples yet get to see the world in a different light. To travel with strangers yet see the beauty in the small little things you never get to experience or appreciate as a lone cash-strapped individual. If I had the talent in cooking, I would whip up wholesome meals to occupy the stomachs of people, create new dishes that have never been introduced, publish my own cookbooks and stay in the kitchen with my knife, cutleries, apron and what not. 

    And then I thought again. It’s not about talent actually. As much as we attribute what we lack to what we can do or become, it is the passion and determination that one possess that brings the change that one needs. So, with that thought in mind, what should I do? 

    If I am passionate in something but dont really have the talent in it, do I still continue to pursue that route? Would I be wasting my time? Or should I just stick to the route I’ve already embarked on and find contentment with whatever comes my way?

    I believe nothing is ever too late. But then again, the problem with me is procrastination. So…. what now?

     
  10. I… really can’t wait for exams to be over… 😪